Sunday, 17 June 2007

Blah...

there are two sides of me... and two sides of those two... and that goes on... i try and not pay attention to the ones too far down the line!! he he... its too hard to keep track of wants and needs otherwise...!!!

lately iv been having this strange argument... or more like discussion/debate with myself... i cant sya really what it is.. i wouldnt be able to explain... its about something that can in reality only be decided over time... i have to wait a bit and i will know automatically... but of course this restless me will think about it over and over again hoping i can find a way to prepare myself before then... make the whole thing smoother and pre-planned in my head! something i have a habit of doing... so everything can be just right... me in the perfect light.... and you of course... already there...! This is all about perception and reality... neither of which can really be defined unfortunately...

i guess il just have to wait and see... maybe its my turn to improvise!! :-D

2 comments:

Unknown said...

mm....i admit, this one has me baffled cus I think i know wat ur talkin abt but something tells me it jus aint tat. so put me outta my misery and explain this one to me will ya?! :P

neo said...

Wel,I hvnt been chating enough with you...to guess d discussion within...
And dis preparing n pre-planing mind is all fine...
But i gues our instincts r lot better at handling things tn we actually think...Spark of spontaneity-taking things as they come-has an excitement of its own...
If only our "intelligent" mind can understand dis n relax...!